Thursday, March 29, 2007

my freshman year.

should i say goodbye freshman and hello sophomore? nah. hello summer muna. damn. i almost forget. we have a monday-friday class from 8am to 2pm. and that starts on april 16. hhmmnn. and after? hello drugstore internship. i'm fine with the rule of no using of cellphones. haha. don't ask me why.

my freshman year. (let's assume that i passed this school year.) my pharma friends already saw me cry, laugh, fall in and out of love, knew all my crushes (per college yan a. hehe.) and much more stuff bout me. haha. they knew all my secrets. my past. from my 5 lost cellphones up to present. the history of my everything and more. haha. i love you guys. i know we won't be missing each other. hello? like my vacation tayo? hehe. magkasawaan tayo sa mukha ng isa't-isa hanggang fourth year dude. haha. basta. RPH people i loveyou. wee.

my "break" starts today. break from everything. and i literally mean everything. sigh. anyway. since my break already started. imma say goodbye for now. and say hello to limewire. haha. cheerio.

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Tuesday, March 27, 2007

over

just when questions seemed endless it suddenly became clear. he came not to love me but to teach me to love then he walked away without any idea how much i've learned and how much it hurts.
sad noh? sigh.

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Monday, March 26, 2007

toti

para kay longganisa, baby, toti. all the sweetest endearments you can think of. wag lang honey. haha. i know this song is so 10 years ago pa. pero, i heard it over the radio and guess what?? yup. naalala kita. and every word fits so well. haha. loveyou!
For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you
You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

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Friday, March 23, 2007

pixx.

pharma's favorite teacher of all time! perfect! haha. waa. i'll be missin him. uber. *sniff*
future physical therapist. "daw". hanapin ang naiiba. hehe. reminds me of pamela ni harlan. haha. wallpaper and ptj. heart them both.o ung mga isip niyo ha? yea. wee.
wla lan. cute ung effect. hehe.
effect. hehe.
the PE boys. hahahaha!
vodka mudshake. that's the choco flavored vodka im making a fuss of into last night. haha. yum!
oh. i know you guys can't see it clearly but we're trying to show our nails. haha. pae's got that orange color cheese ring nail polish and mine is that starry starry effect. haha.
my bestfriend as of last week.
patima. pulube. "SINGLE" kuno.
our PE days. in CWTS uniform. sucked. haha.



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Wednesday, March 21, 2007

masku.


*inspirasyon para sa isang stressed week.
cnong kulang? hehe.

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Tuesday, March 20, 2007

tj.

it's hard to assume your position on somebody's life. you might be expecting too much. something far from reality. so learn to weigh the situation, know your stand and keep things in balance. coz the hardest to deal with is failure, and the hardest to endure is pain.
*nko. pae. alam ko kokontra ka nnman. ako? be nice. never. tsk.

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Saturday, March 17, 2007

suruts

"SURUTS"

that was me catchin some z's. and that was suruts. epal. hehe.well, suruts was given by masku. it was fhatz's 15th birthday then. i was the one who collected the bread and i was also the one who bought it. so, idea ko nga na bigyan xa ng gnun. coz winnie the pooh is like barney, a stupid yellow bear like creature. hehe. bear ba xa? hehe. it was from dakki and we were expecting that big blue paper bag para di sana xa i-wrap, to my dismay, isang malaking plastic ang lalagyan. hehe. so, rush na xa and stuff. ni-wrap nalang xa ni ate dhess sa isang CHRISTMAS wrapper. that was feb. haha. years have passed and it's a superb feeling knowing that suruts have survived the ups and downs of life. (as if?) hehe. together with his? mom patimaa! so, one cold night of february, tito eiron, tito jap and tita ces went to visit patima. they saw suruts. with elation! and gladness. coz they saw suruts thriving. haha. there is this *touched* feeling.

eiron: o, buhay pa pala yan? =)

jap: onga fhatz. wow. touched naman kame.

ces: huh? bat ganyan na itsura niya? lumalabas na mga internal organs? ginagamit mo pa?

fhatz: *dying* why? she's laughing her heart out. haha. idagdag mo pa ang pag-request ni tito jap ng kape. hehe.

biglang nagblack-out. hoping that we won't feel suruts delicate skin. haha. basta. in brief, we love suruts. hehe. kinda? haha.

*this is the effect of too much fluid (cerebrospinal fluid?? haha) gouged out of my brain cells. hehe. *die anatomy, die logic, die chemistry, die filipino, die english.* waa.

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Friday, March 16, 2007

fri.

i know you people are dying to hear my story. pero i'm telling you, nako. b-o-r-i-n-g. and F-C. hehe. yeah. i'm talking about today. tj and i went to sm. can i like summarize everything using words and phrases nlang?? hehe. in order yan.

~f&h (he's favorite store of all time. nako.)
~ideal vision (super tagal. di naman pala siya precision.)
~great image (badtrip. ampanget ng napili kong pic. haha.)
~hypermarket (ponds pink & ponds antibac. advantage card. haha. super vaiin!)
~wade (ang belt. bow.)
~f&h ulet. (silip lang. hehe.)
~elianto (pink nail polish. haha. sobrang tagal ko ditooo.)

*monito monita na after. hehe. well, the earrings are nice. fine. haha. un na un. yoko na magkwentoo. hehe.

*waaaa. the template that i'm looking for is loooossstt!!! where the hell?? errr. it isn't a dream naman na i saw it coz pae could bear out to that. waaa. i want that sskkiin!!!

*shierlyn. kern. green day. kamikazee. haha. laugh trip. everytime it crossess my mind i can't help but llaauugghh!! haha. hahahahaha.

*epic movie is hilarious. highly recommended for those who have seen the flicks involved? hehe. *so hot* haha.

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Tuesday, March 13, 2007

life complexities

for someone who's not gettin things right. for someone who's not feelin reasonably fine. we all experience stumbling blocks. it's in the matter of looking on the right perspective. now i know why you act so darkly. i know it's there to teach us lessons. and! it'll pass away i know. but it's always as if teething troubles don't head off your way. how i wish you could see through things. GUSTO KONG IPAKITA SAYO ANG MUNDO!! hehe. well, sino ba ako? i'm just an option. your very pretty alternative. yeah. haha. kakahiya kanina. teka. i don't know the whole story either.
ewan. affected lan ako. sobra. and i'm concerned. hope you'll get better soon. hug?? *sigh*

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Monday, March 12, 2007

err

nako. nako. i have my own unsettled issues with him. kakainis! *sigh*

anyway. i need yer help guys. kindly help me naman choose my BEST picture that i could give to a friend. ayt?? yup. friend. *ang arte kasi* hehe. tell me IMMEDIATELY. ASAP. text me or whatever. aryt?? it's like a matter of life and death. hehe. *friend huh?* basta! i'm expecting a response from you guys. demanding? hehe. thankees. =)

CLICK HERE for the pictures. log-in nalang kayo. hehe.

~una sa lahat, di ako nag-aaral sa holy. lalo na sa SYSTEMS. at! hello?? pwede ba?? hindi ako NURSING!!!! hindi lahat ng nka-white uniform nnuurrssiinngg!! wwwaaaaa!!!

BEFORE I FALL IN LOVE
Coco Lee

My heart says we've got something real
Can I trust the way I feel
'Cause my heart's been fooled before
Am I just seeing what I want to see
Or is it true, could you really be

Chorus:
Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
Through all my ups and downs
Please tell me now
Before I fall in love

I'm at the point of no return
So afraid of getting burned
But I want to take a chance
Oh please give me a reason to believe
Say you're the one
That you'll always be

It's been so hard for me to give my heart away
But I would give my everything
Just to hear you say
*ouch*
~hayley bennett and hugh grant's way back into love was m'duffy. im lovin it. haha. i've been living with a shadow, lalalalalala.

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Saturday, March 10, 2007

fruis

F-R-I-D-A-Y is the DAY!!!

*crossed fingers*

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TJ. with, yuh. the 2 gurls. no comment. hehe. got this from martin. woohoo.
 eiron. eiron. haha. another photo taken candidly. haha. misu ccuubb! loveyou!Ü
 C-A-M-P night. pae. gia.ces.
 pharma 2A. kewlness.
if you could see me and the other girl next to that guy in black, wala lang. pareho kaming may kausap sa fone. haha.
~CAMP night was fun. *kinda* well, what made it pretty fun is coz of all the pictures and stuff. pero, the night itself? nah. we were waiting for the disco kaya. hmmn. so yun. that was yesterday. and yesterday was also so *kilig*. PTJ bought me a pair of earrings. yup. hahaha. pero he di pa niya binibigay. and he told me that he can't keep his eyes and hands off that earrings. haha. hhaaii. basta. i was looking for that perfect keychain for him dba? so let me kwento.
i went to angeles city!! hehe. no. around nepo siguro. basta dun. eh di i was looking for one. tingin. tingin. tingin. when this guy approached me and told me na "hi miss! friend kita sa friendster. naaalala mo ba ko?" and, i was like, "huh?? sorry, hindi eh" and he said "ah gnun ba? may kasama ka ba?" truth is, wala. pero i told him, "mm. meron e. nag-cr lang" then yun. "ah. ok." he left na. haha. nice meeting me daw. he is in HAU NSTP. ahahaha. di pa tapos. i was nearing national bookstore when he saw me nanaman. "o miss, asan kasama mo?" me- "ah, nasa national. sige ah, una nako." then, pumasok ako sa national ng wala sa oras. haha. i can sense na ne was outside making silip so what i did is tumabi ako dun sa guy na tumitingin ng book. then, kinausap ko yung guy. haha. i was asking him kung yun nalang ba yung copy nung book na hawak niya. haha. xmpre, para kahit pano, mukang kakilala ko yung guy. haha. so, nawala na si friendster guy. tas si guy na kinausap ko, kasama pala gf nia. hahahahaha. funny. hehe. i encountered such coz of looking for the best keychain. and i failed. haha. i'll be buying that one na from amblvd.
ang haba. hehe.
*happy 9th month*
looovveeyyoouu!!

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Thursday, March 08, 2007

t.j.

i love my day. uber. like means and extremes bounded. wee. joe, eiron and i. haha. kahit sinusumpa nio ang pistachio. haha. and saw ciay and mike pa. hapee birthday pla miikkee. woohoo. *cheers* haha. siyempre, mawawala ba si PTJ (as requested) na bumubuo ng araw ko?? haha.

he asked me na if pwede tomorrow ko na sana siya sasamahan sa SM. kasi nga, he will not attend the CAMP night na "baduy" daw sa kanyang paningin. hehe. argh. i told him na pupunta ko. aaww. sayang. sayang. sayang. so yun, kelan kaya? waa. mamo-move nnmn. *sigh* and i saw the very PERFECT keychain for him. (xe he's asking me to buy one for him) it's like a MCR thing. my chemical romance. e i knew na he loved that band ng sobra. ya lan. it's too much. so i guess, pag talagang "this is it!" dun ko nlan xa bibilhin for him. haha. wee. den, sinumbong ko sknia yung 2 PT guys with annoying faces na may irritating looks on me. waa. xmpre? haha. bsta. *kilig* haha. so yun. and. for the 3rd time, i dreamt of him nanaman. it's getting "weirder". haha.

IRENE SUMANG! bsta ba wag mo kong sasalubungin, kundi babangain kita! haha. how dare you join me in that suckin videoke contest. huhu. i almost cried talaga. waa. hehe. at nakisama pa kayong lahat! waa. anyway, anyway, i can't wait to see the video presentations tomorrow. lalo na ung sa PT xmpre. heard that it was mgnda dw. let's see. haha. bagong album nnman ito sa multiply. hahaha. wee.

*bliss! bliss!*

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Wednesday, March 07, 2007

yoo


Myspace Layouts, Graphics and Glitter.

~i love them. tj and i love them. haha. nako. naalala ko lan. joe! i told you, di talaga siya photogenic. haha. pamatay naman in person wiweet. so, makikita mo na siya dun every m-w-f. yeah ryt. hehe. at ano ang binabalak mo haaah?? hehe. do you know someone named cj hizon. better tell me. haha.

*is it true that the first person you love is the last person you forget?? i guess.



Myspace Layouts, Graphics and Glitter.

~ehem. kung nakanino man ang aking dvd. ehem! *pae* ehem! *pae*. wanna cry. so i should watch it. hehe. aburi buri mu ing love me if you dare neh? haha. stupid movie.

*tired*
-she's giving me stupid things to think about.
-he's giving me unpredictable signs.

*sigh* life was never fair. it never was.

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Tuesday, March 06, 2007

yea ryt.

*oh and yeah. it's better if you say what you mean. and mean what you say. thank you coz you didn't change. haha. too shallow. pero, basta! i'm still sooo thinking of what's with us. *sniff* haha. and thank you for quite commenting on my "c-e-s lui-pio". changed it na. harlequin girl! haha.
*José Protacio Rizal Mercado y Alonso Realonda simply known as Jose Rizal, I HEART YOU. haha. you'll gonna be my life. my reason for living. haha. baduy! sweet summer. captivate me. haha. i'm soo bein insane.
*joe. the masku url is inaccesible e. nako. what's happening ba with all the b*tches? argh. miss you na. overnight tayo sa summer. hehe. sum1's place. hhmmnn..?? haha. loveyou!
*these are the moments when i ask myself why did i take up pharmacy?? shet. pamatay. at sa kamalas-malasan namin sa aming curriculum, kumusta namen kameee??? waa. huhu. *sigh* i want that 3rd year pharma uniform in sight. and in me.

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Saturday, March 03, 2007

uyi

AUGUSTINE. lalo na M-A-S-K-U. overnight naman diyan.
pharma boys with nikki. pawandeep, clint, arvin, nikki and kua mark.
is the venue good for debuts? kasi if you happen to see the parang function hall thing with the daanan na may scary stuff sa taas, wala lan. haha. maganda siya. hehe.
joar and gia. under abacan. di nako nka-nstp dito.
la lan.
funniest pic evurrr. hahaha.
yep. pharma 1a was there.
korean friends jessica and kaety with kua mark. haha. feeling korean. well, chinese xa. haha.
fact: di namin pinag-usapan na mag-pipink kme. actually, half ng pharma, nka-pink. haha.influencing them bigtime? haha.
jacuzzi?? haha. left to right: abby, george-melissa, eloisa, mia, irish, ila, norvic, cath-mine?, jiannelle. lurveyuuuu.
uhm. pharma feat. aiza. haha. yan! yan si aiza seguerra. tama ba spell? haha.


bago ang lahat, isang paalala. don't believe in ANYTHING that pae will post on her blog about me and the pharma boys. that is sooo not true! aryt?

my week. should i say stressing?? nagiging overused na ang word na "stress" sa blog ko e. friday-saturday. overnight with my pharma (na issue ngayon sa camp. lagot kami kay dean!) at alfredo's. clean fun. *ehem* got up so early coz of nstp sh*t! then, got home din by 8:30 am. went under the abacan bridge after. yep. read that right. under the bridge. hehe. twas fun thou. haha. rob after. jollibee (im currently addicted to mango de crema. thanks gia!) then went home. (la pa ko tulog nian a!) brownout. kosi and i went to sm. watched you got me. waa. baduy or whatever pero naiyak ako. haha. zanjoe's role was sooo sweet. uber! like i cried two times yta? haha.flaws was quite evident. hehe. yung coconut thingy was very impossible. haha. so yun. yellow cab after. then, naghahanap ako ng blue top whatever sa kung san-san pro i didn't find one. kainis! so i guess, i'll be wearing something not so new. hhmmnn. camp night lan nman e. hehe. di nman debut. haha. anyway, pictures. above. hehe. gia sent me this quote that kinda struck me.

sakit pala
pag di
pwede maging kayo,

sakit pala
pag friend
lang tingin nia sayo,

sakit pala
pag may
mahal xang iba.

pero alam
mo kung ano
pinaka-masakit?
yung..

hindi nga
kayo pero

sweet siya sayo.
haha! striking! ouch na ouch. i was hit! i wonder if he's feelin the same. i think hindi. coz he's crazy!! haha. pero, is it wrong fall in love with someone you don't want to fall for? *sigh* di pa naman. ayoko.

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Thursday, March 01, 2007

mui

*yea. im a teen whose heart is beating faster, faster. haha. together with the ************ boys and harlequin girls. hehe. figure it out your own. haha.

*i feel like blogging whatevers. ang tagal magtext nung magtetext daw. hehe. anyway, our GREATEST DREAM(exaggerating, stupid.) of having a CAMP night has been granted. haha. at pajama party pa yata?? atleast hindi stripes and dots. hehe. peace! that's on march 9. hindi ko maitatago sa aking sarili na ako'y tunay na excited. hehe. *sana dumating ang mga PT* hehe.

*pamela. don't cry out loud. sbi ni tubi. hehe. cheer up poor girl.

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