Tuesday, June 06, 2006

i miss him..

i sent him my "last words" last nyt.. it rly hurts.. i was crying nd stuffs.. i hate myself.. hhaaaaiiii.. now, i dont know what might happen to him.. i wanna know if he's fine or not.. i know dt nvr he'll be feelin well.. mybe wen he's olredi cured by d damage i have done.. i have caused him soo much pain.. nd i hate myself for doin dt.. im sure qng d q gnwa un i wil nver get to meet him.. hhaaaiiii.. im rly not in d mood to talk bout dz stupidity i've done coz nsa cafe aq.. i dnt wna breakdown here.. im wit pij pnmn.. wna wna wna wna thank inna for soooooo acceptin nd understndn me after ol of d foolish thngs i did.. thank you special frend.. as we call it.. ",) wee!!! i will nver evr b d sme again without him.. he took my heart away nd i dont know if it can still be replaced by someone.. i dont care.. i accept d consequence.. i deserve dz.. please dont pity me people.. its all my fuckin fault..

i look upon the moon and stars at 12:32 AM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon