Tuesday, June 06, 2006

im hatin mee..

last nyt pLang im really really feelin dz urge nah to go out.. lalo pah nung pumunta c eiron sa hauz to borrow some books.. stat, geom, algebra blah blah blah.. assignmnt nah nga agd on d first day?? e pno pah kme..??? wtevr!! bsta.. pij txtd me.. smahn q dw sa PS.. nd bsta kht san.. aun.. la mpunthan so we decided nah mg-net muna sa lbas.. went to netopia.. annoying ung seatmate q.. ehe! aun.. searchd for dz song sa tristancafe.. i saw d song TY4URLUV.. xmpre cnong maaala2 q dun..?? it sucks. tas i saw den alamid's UR LOVE.. i was saddened by d fact nah everytym i wud hear dz lovely songs, i will not be feelin d same kiLig i use to feel before.. hhaaiii.. so we went dn to SM.. (agen!) mjo maaga kme umuwi.. before 6 cguro.. e d nyt before plng i planned nah to go sa church to pray.. so un.. pra nrn my ksby s pij umuwi.. i went sa sta maria church.. so i prayed.. asked for forgiveness.. ive been errant nrn xe.. i feel it.. i know.. un.. most of my prayers wer for him.. i prayed nah sna he wud find someone hu will love him as much as i do.. sum1 hu wud be wit him for d rest of his lyf.. sum1 hu will not fool nd hurt him like i did.. shit! so un.. dtz d consequence.. im willing to suffer.. mngyri lan ung prayers q 4 him.. hhhaaiii.. ok.. so went home nah.. eat ndw aq sbi ni ate josh,, hhmmnn.. ok.. as usual.. i was eatin alone.. den our boisterous neighbor on d ryt played on some music... guess wat d song is.. TY4URLUV nnmn!! i wna cry ryt at dt very moment pro npgln nmn.. so un.. bumagal pq lalo kumain.. errr..?? so tpos nah ung song.. mjo relaxed nq.. NOT! d nxt song is YOU R D ONE!! shit!! ano gus2 niong iparating nian neighbor..?? i hurried up on eating nlan nd left.. hhhaaaiiii.. life!! im so sorry..

i look upon the moon and stars at 6:07 AM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon