Thursday, July 27, 2006
anything goes
she said: "you're so lucky! you've got all the great things in life!!"
i said: "what gave you the idea?? if you only knew.. if you only knew.."
I just had this conversation with "her" recently and it stamped in my memory for donkey's years. It bothered me for some reason I don't know. People see me as an easygoing, problem-free, joyful and pleased person. But, that's just my simple way of convincing them that I'm fine. My emotional intrusions disrupts me whensoever. It affects the way I decide. It's like being asked by Kris Aquino, "Deal or No Deal?" I would straightforwardly answer DEAL!!! Without even thinking of the consequence i might run into. And that's just one of the numerous things I grieve over. And I know that i'm also surrounded by lots of "creatures" who really cares for me but, I think, no one could fill the void in my heart. Bruises can be seen and screams can be heard but emotional attacks can pass as a normal behavior.Perhaps I'm not emotionally abused but feeling this invisible pain really really really sucks! I don't have control over it and I hate it!! aarrgghh!!! hhmmnn.. Anyway, i have lots of people naman around me e.. =) and i love dz people bigtime!
-my stalker 'kuno' (words by ivan) already saw me in flesh-
itago nlan ntin xa sa pngalan "dj dela cruz" ehe! accdg to our sched.. PS 516 is our room for our test in CF.. and unfortunatel,y we shared the room with this unknown faces.. freaks! d man lang sna PT or Mt nlan e noh?? nwei, sa knadmi dmi ng course sa AU.. ay comp eng pa cla??? ang course na pinaka iiwas ko because of some annoying persons botherin me!! err!! at take note! comp eng pa ang seatmate-to-be ko sna.. at sknia q tnanong ang knilang kurso.. err!! sbi na e!! they cant be ece, ce, or wtever eng.. xe wla dun cla pokwang nd d rest of the gang.. and they also have the same pleats in their uniforms.. could they be possibly the..?? nnnooooooo!!!! good thing we didnt stayed sa room nah un..or else!!! wwhheeww!! moving on.. IVAN.. thank you for the compliments!! bola noh?? hhmmnn.. whatever! you made me feel good.. ehe!
-pae nd i have this very very very very very "wild" imagination about "gross anatomy". haha!! room located at 4th floor.. SA building.. az in! creepy stories.. made by us! zombies coming into life nd chasing us.. haha! pawandeep is included in the story pla! haha! wee!! 1st step is removing my high-heeled shoes nd foot socks.. then.. run!!! run!! run for your lives!!! running while holding one's skirt huh?? waa!! haha!! plus the pangugulo we will do everytime na may conference sa 1st floor ng SA building!! hahahaha!! crazy minds!
-i hate our CF nd MATH test!! hhaaiiii.. snang d nlan aq ng-review!! eeerrrr..??? hhmmnn.. aun! we had our worship sa YFC yestrday,, kuya yayo is prng like nung isng freshie.. and bsta der is sumthn goin on.. nd.. c ate nica nd kua tet lan nkaka-getz!!!! i wanna wanna wanna shift to psych!! na-curious tlga q!!!! i wana wana take up BS PSYCHOLOGY!!! dey give the impression of knowing the meaning of every actions you make.. dey seem to know the meaning of simple gestures.. words.. everything!! blah.. blah.. blah.. hhmmnn., pro love q nrn pharma.. somehow..
When you wake up each morning
And you feel like calling
I'll be there for you
When the road seems uncertain
And you can't stop the hurtin'
I'll be there for you
When there's no one beside you
I'll be there to guide you
Catch you each time you fall
When the stars won't shine anymore
I'll be there...
When the world's unkind
And your dreams, they need more time
I'll be there for you
If the rules they keep breaking
And the future is fading
I'll be there for you
The rainbow will end
In the palm of your hand
Don't ever let it go
When the stars won't shine anymore
I'll be there...
Who knows where we'll go
What will tomorrow bring
But we have each other, just hold on tight
We can take to the skies and fly...I
'll be there for you...
I'll be there for you...
MASKU!!! HAPPY 21th month!!! 2months to go!! love u love u love u soo much guyz.. mishue much!
p.s.
fatima reina rivera natividad..
-alis tyong sturday night neh..?? pagdting mu d2 sa city of angels.. mwuah!
i said: "what gave you the idea?? if you only knew.. if you only knew.."
I just had this conversation with "her" recently and it stamped in my memory for donkey's years. It bothered me for some reason I don't know. People see me as an easygoing, problem-free, joyful and pleased person. But, that's just my simple way of convincing them that I'm fine. My emotional intrusions disrupts me whensoever. It affects the way I decide. It's like being asked by Kris Aquino, "Deal or No Deal?" I would straightforwardly answer DEAL!!! Without even thinking of the consequence i might run into. And that's just one of the numerous things I grieve over. And I know that i'm also surrounded by lots of "creatures" who really cares for me but, I think, no one could fill the void in my heart. Bruises can be seen and screams can be heard but emotional attacks can pass as a normal behavior.Perhaps I'm not emotionally abused but feeling this invisible pain really really really sucks! I don't have control over it and I hate it!! aarrgghh!!! hhmmnn.. Anyway, i have lots of people naman around me e.. =) and i love dz people bigtime!
-my stalker 'kuno' (words by ivan) already saw me in flesh-
itago nlan ntin xa sa pngalan "dj dela cruz" ehe! accdg to our sched.. PS 516 is our room for our test in CF.. and unfortunatel,y we shared the room with this unknown faces.. freaks! d man lang sna PT or Mt nlan e noh?? nwei, sa knadmi dmi ng course sa AU.. ay comp eng pa cla??? ang course na pinaka iiwas ko because of some annoying persons botherin me!! err!! at take note! comp eng pa ang seatmate-to-be ko sna.. at sknia q tnanong ang knilang kurso.. err!! sbi na e!! they cant be ece, ce, or wtever eng.. xe wla dun cla pokwang nd d rest of the gang.. and they also have the same pleats in their uniforms.. could they be possibly the..?? nnnooooooo!!!! good thing we didnt stayed sa room nah un..
-pae nd i have this very very very very very "wild" imagination about "gross anatomy". haha!! room located at 4th floor.. SA building.. az in! creepy stories.. made by us! zombies coming into life nd chasing us.. haha! pawandeep is included in the story pla! haha! wee!! 1st step is removing my high-heeled shoes nd foot socks.. then.. run!!! run!! run for your lives!!! running while holding one's skirt huh?? waa!! haha!! plus the pangugulo we will do everytime na may conference sa 1st floor ng SA building!! hahahaha!! crazy minds!
-i hate our CF nd MATH test!! hhaaiiii.. snang d nlan aq ng-review!! eeerrrr..??? hhmmnn.. aun! we had our worship sa YFC yestrday,, kuya yayo is prng like nung isng freshie.. and bsta der is sumthn goin on.. nd.. c ate nica nd kua tet lan nkaka-getz!!!! i wanna wanna wanna shift to psych!! na-curious tlga q!!!! i wana wana take up BS PSYCHOLOGY!!! dey give the impression of knowing the meaning of every actions you make.. dey seem to know the meaning of simple gestures.. words.. everything!! blah.. blah.. blah.. hhmmnn., pro love q nrn pharma.. somehow..
When you wake up each morning
And you feel like calling
I'll be there for you
When the road seems uncertain
And you can't stop the hurtin'
I'll be there for you
When there's no one beside you
I'll be there to guide you
Catch you each time you fall
When the stars won't shine anymore
I'll be there...
When the world's unkind
And your dreams, they need more time
I'll be there for you
If the rules they keep breaking
And the future is fading
I'll be there for you
The rainbow will end
In the palm of your hand
Don't ever let it go
When the stars won't shine anymore
I'll be there...
Who knows where we'll go
What will tomorrow bring
But we have each other, just hold on tight
We can take to the skies and fly...I
'll be there for you...
I'll be there for you...
MASKU!!! HAPPY 21th month!!! 2months to go!! love u love u love u soo much guyz.. mishue much!
p.s.
fatima reina rivera natividad..
-alis tyong sturday night neh..?? pagdting mu d2 sa city of angels.. mwuah!
i look upon the moon and stars at 2:25 AM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon
