Tuesday, September 12, 2006

letter

i soo love today.. and yesterday.. nkauwi ako.. at! nkatulog.. pro.. imagine a.. gnito yn.. our sked 4 today is 7am-5pm,, pro technically, wla na dpat kme 10am plang.. err.. xe wla kmeng chem lec, math nd PE.. hhaaii.. ewan.. anyway..

im somewhat steering clear to this song.. na dinedicate ko sa 'somebody'.. i love the lyrics and everythin.. pro, yw ko ng nrrnig.. i dont know why,.. maybe because ung mga tyms na mjo in-love ako dun sa song, mjo my squabble kme..and instead na si 'somebody' ung naaalala ko, ung tiff nmen naaalala ko.. waaa.. nd i heard it over the radio before i slept.. sobrng nb3d3p aq.. ehe.. share q lan.. cno si 'somebody'?? *secret*

this article(if i may call it one) is dedicated to FATIMA REINA RIVERA NATIVIDAD.. and skin nrn.. ehe..

A LETTER TO THE ONE THAT GOD HAS PREPARED FOR ME
I am wondering at this very minute if you are
thinking of me, if like me, you are wondering
what is taking us so long to find each other.
Many times I thought I finally found you only to be
disillusioned by the fact that my wait has not yet ended.
I get up each morning hoping, dreaming, longing to meet you.
I am thinking of how we will meet. Would it be
as romantic as the ones I have seen in movies? Or
is it possible that I have known you all my life but
we have yet to realize that we are meant for each other?
Oh how I wish you were here right now because you
are the only one who has the answers to all my questions.
Sometimes, I ask myself if I have really
known "love". I do not have the answer to that
question either but I believe that, more than not,
we will never really know what love is until we
find that right person.. and since I have not found
you yet.. then maybe I do not really know what love is!
You just don't know how oftenI dream of finally
knowing what it feels like to be in your arms.. Even at this
very moment, I am imagining how you will simply sweep
me off my feet! Perhaps I would be drawn to you by
your smile, or your eyes, or maybe even how you
manage to make me laugh by your silly little ways!
I don't really know for sure but I am praying that God
will help me recognize you when the right time comes.
I think of all the pain that I have gone through
in the past and of how much I have cried since the
day I began my search.I just wanted you to know that
I find my strength in clinging onto my vision of the
beautiful life ahead of me. The life I shall
spend with you. In my mind and in my heart I know
that you are worth all that pain and sacrifice.
After all the tears have become a part of my
life and I believe that they are slowly washing away
my flaws so that I would become perfect, not perfect
in its true sense but perfect- for YOU!
I wonder if you've gone through so much pain as well.
I wonder if you've been hurt so many times along the journey.
But my dearest one, please don't ever give up
because I am right here.. patiently waiting for
you. I assure you that when we finally find each other
I would slowly heal those wounds by my love.
At night, I would look out my window and stare
at the beautiful sky, hoping that somehow you are
also looking up and wondering about me. I utter a
silent prayer and send all my cries to heavens
above thinking that in time they would reach you. And
when I feel impatient, I just close my eyes and
believe that you are on your way and that you are
longing to see me as well. It is funny but when I finally
fall asleep, it is stilll you that I think of, for you are
always in my dreams.
It seeems that, for now, that is
the only place where I can hold on to you, long enough to
tell you how much I love you. In my dreams you
would kiss away my fears and wrap me with your
arms of love.
And this, the more, makes me want to wake up
and face the new day ahead with the hope that soon
enough, you will no longer be a dream, but a reality and
once agian I am assured that you are worth the wait.
And when that time comes, everything will fall into its
place, just as I had imagines, just as I had
thought and dreamed, just as I had believed it would be!
By then, I would simply look back and smile at all
that I have gone through. In spite of the pain and
amidst the simple joys of life- and I would be very
thankful because they all led me to you!
In the meantime, take care of yourself for me.
Hold on to our dream and don't ever think of letting go.
Believe in you heart that we will find each other
no matter what happens, God has planned the
course and it is up to us to follow the directions. Don't
worry, don't be afraid about getting lost. God saw to it
that all the road, no matter which one you
choose to follow, lead to me. <3
-tapsi.. posted by ate nix..
*cno kya ung for me?? hhmmnn..??
*happy monthsary PAMELAGITNAY..
*advance pee birthday JOE.. loveuloveu much!

i look upon the moon and stars at 5:23 AM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon