Tuesday, October 31, 2006

STUPID RANDOM THOUGHTS..

• "it was just a dream".. phrase that i uttered to shrug off the nightmare i had last night.. though i watched SAW before i slept, my dream was not about scary freaky halloween stuffs.. it's about uhh.. say, some life experiences that is happening?? or might happen.. An article i read from the interenet says that dreams are magical things. They give us glimpses, usually unbidden, into our past, present and future. They reflect our hopes, desires and fears. They reveal mysteries, give lessons and grant us messages from our highest guidance. The only problem is that we are not always versed in the healing work of dreams. From a psychological perspective, dreams are a place where the various parts of our psyche explore ideas, work out issues and interact with each other. *sigh* It was really just a dream.. Life still goes on.. how many brothas fell victims........ blah!
• Rap nd i watched OPEN SEASON yesti and bein the good cousin i am.. (well..??) xmpre, it's my treat.. i saw ARVIE(chem lab student assistant) sa QUANTUM.. coz u know.. kids.. quantum.. getz?? and he saw me too.. he's looks says: "ito ung pharma student na nakabasag nung acid-base buret a! ang gnda nia!".. (kumontra patay!) so un.. pg nkkta q xa naaala2 q ang khiya-hyang experience na un.. nkkhya sa groupmates q.. ehe..
• people are in the cemeteries right now.. and i'm at home right now with the usual routine net-tv-net-tv-net-tv.. ive nver been into a cemetery since i was little.. relatives who passed away are dwellin xe sa pangasinan pa yta? or manila?? see?? im not even sure.. ehe.. and im pretty sure na my fone will be flooded with the same group messages from lotsa people who share their grave experiences.. (mala-diary-kayzel-like).. tsk! zZzZz..
• someone i love and care for (dont ask.. il tel u prsnly) ran away from their home and it hurts hearin from her that she doesn't need my help when all i can give is a prayer.. i don't know what entered her mind when she decided to court disaster..with only few bucks left and with nowhere to go, still she wants to sail close to the wind.. and i can't hate her right now..
• spotlight on this..

>>Love has no room for selfish people who think only of themselves. If we have been to busy with our work, have been kept by our distorted priorities then it's about time that we stop for a while and think about the people who we might have stepped on and taken for granted. Let us not wait too long to appreciate those who have unselfishly given it to us for all that may be left tomorrow are just the bitter and cold memories of someone who loved too much but was never loved enough..

• i hate some stupid jerks on friendster who would message you askin if you could add them up??? like hello?? what is the purpose of leavin one's e-add dba?? i made mine exclusive na nga to lessen the adding up of dont knows.. and those freakin people like m-a-r-k who.. bsta!! and i hate those freakin chain messages with catchy titles on them.. looks good on the outside but rotten on the inside.. yyiihh!!! what do you get from that ba?? kainis! ehe..
• snuff err i mean enuff of d dramas na nga.. this entry is way too long nnmn.. i just want a new color of nail polish and ditch my pink nails.. ehe.. my cbox is open for suggestions.. mua!

>i don't wanna make an entry for tomorrow so.. iL be postin it here na.. ADVANCE HAPEEE BDAY NOEL.. the guy hu once owned my.. and still owns it.. my ball.. ehe.. PEE BERTDAI.. im sure uulan nnmn ng redhorse & ka-maniacan nian.. (sanib ni joe.. ehe..)