Thursday, December 14, 2006

emo mee..

Shattering moments make it hard to face the truth
Still you're there waiting for something
Wanting to feel still the same thoughts
Playing inside your head making you break down and cry
Wake up, reality bites
Can't move, just slide down and crash
'cause i am breakin' down
-wake up, mojofly..
>>in your 16 or 17 years of existence, or whatever your age is right now, nasabi mo na ba sa sarili mo na "this is the best christmas of my life!" or "this is the best new year of my life!" or "this is the best birthday i had!"..?? well then, good for you.. ME-never!! i never had a christmas or new year celebrated with my family.. na complete kami.. my dad used to celebrate his holidays sa pangasinan.. till now.. i don't even know why, eh yung 2 family nia nasa states na.. my mom nman, what i remember, before she left, is, tinutulugan lang nia ung xmas and new year,, and ate dhess, tok, tu wing and i would celebrate it by opening our presents, eat, kwentuhan tas tulog na.. i don't even remember if we use to attend the mass ba.. then, when my mom left, medyo my changes naman.. i make it a point to complete simbang gabi coz i believe na magkakatotoo talaga yung wish ko after the 9 days.. coz nagkatotoo nga yung wish ko once.. so yun.. then, gnun ulet, pguwin.. presents, eat, kwentuhan, tulog.. same routine.. ewan.. gnun ba tlga or kme lan?? ehe.. =p then new year, same routine din, isingit mo lan ung mga paputok effect.. takot ako sa mga ganun e, i only fancy fireworks and fountains.. ehe.. or minsan hanggang nood nlan tlga aq.. ehe.. haaiii.. birthday nman.. ewan.. di ko alam.. bsta alm ko tumatanda aq.. hhmmnn.. nwei, im still young, im only 16 and there are more years to come for me.. mlay ko bang after 10 yrs pla or 20 yrs maybe masasabi ko din na i had the best ______ ever! hhmmnn.. i wonder.. too bad di pamandin natuloy xmas party ng pharma.. kaya augustine!!! don't let me down!! hhaaaiii.. anyway, i don't want you guys to pity me, i just want you to value what you have now, what you are experiencing now.. yun.. yun.. yun..
>>happy feet is awesome.. haha!! huli nkme coz showing pa yta nun is last 2 weeks ago?? e ngyon lan may time e.. haha!! ang ccuutteee!!!! super!! i want to own a penguin.. lalagay ko nlang xa sa freezer.. weee!! ehe.. and i super had fun last night.. khit di natuloy "ang pagkikita".. i was experiencing hallucination na yta sa sobrng kaba, buti nlan joe, gox and jap went out with me, kahit HAP ang naghihintay sa akin.. smantalang sila e CF lan.. huhu.. kya i stayed up late ng hanggang 4:30am kaka-aral.. aral nga ba ginawa ko?? ehe.. =D and for that, i want to bid you guys a sweet sleep.. to me.. ehe..

i look upon the moon and stars at 8:38 PM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon