Monday, January 08, 2007

im down..

what does pride have that makes it so hard to lessen for someone who has it..

-you always don't want to be the first to do the step to be with someone..
-you always try to hide your feelings..
-you don't want others to know that your hurt..
-you're afraid of letting someone know he's/she's special..
-you're afraid of losing someone but also afraid to show it..
-you're afraid to love someone whom you think can't love you back..
-you're so aware of what others think that you can't do what you want..
-you're not happy..
-and in the end, you lose everything without even trying to have it..
*'nuff said..

-i don't get it! i don't understand! this soo suxx.. why is that so?? it's really tough when people start to leave you hangin'.. it's even tougher to pretend that you don't mind.. sigh..


argh! shit! fcuk! sometimes, even if everything felt so perfect, it was just meant to teach you.. not to stay forever.. God knows everything.. and I leave it all up to Him.. so, no fret.. that's just it! dumped..

i look upon the moon and stars at 4:22 AM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon