Monday, February 26, 2007

t.j.


he's a drummer. a slamming guitarist. he's into badminton and basketball. cleans the house. cooks. he loves to pillow talk. is it considered that he's an expert in dota?. we share same kinds of stuff. he makes my heart melt. he listens. he speaks. damn! he's goodlooking!!. he is my dream come true. HE IS INDESCRIBABLE. but, something's wrong. i don't know what it is, but, i can feel it. it's bothering me everyday, that my day goes to waste. he flirts. i flirt back. hell with us. argh! if we fall in love maybe i'll eat my words someday. i dunno. this is befuddling. i'm sure aling is already like "cesc? huh?" hehe. he doesn't sweep me off my feet. and. it is pure *kilig*. haha! ang gulo ko noh?? *di nga kasi ako madaling ma-inlove e* i guess it is best to love wisely, no doubt: but to love foolishly is better than not to be able to love at all. AND!! the essence of love begins when infatuation ends. yea ryt. i didn't sign up for that movement thingy na wala ka dapat boyfriend or girlfriend for 1 year. hehe. weird. sweet muffin ass! hehe.

*di ko maintindihan sarili ko. schizophrenia na ba ito?*

Heaven knows, what to say
Eventhough for right now you're so far away
I hope and I pray
Somewhere in your heart
I'll always stay
Never noticed what it feels like to be without you
Feels like I took my last step and my last breath in my life
Had to say just what I was feeling
This is more for me than for you
I finally see there's no substitute
For what we have
Do you know how much I love you
-without you

*waa. pagpasensiyahan niyo na po ako. huhu.*

i look upon the moon and stars at 3:32 AM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon