STUPID RANDOM THOUGHTS..

• "it was just a dream".. phrase that i uttered to shrug off the nightmare i had last night.. though i watched SAW before i slept, my dream was not about scary freaky halloween stuffs.. it's about uhh.. say, some life experiences that is happening?? or might happen.. An article i read from the interenet says that dreams are magical things. They give us glimpses, usually unbidden, into our past, present and future. They reflect our hopes, desires and fears. They reveal mysteries, give lessons and grant us messages from our highest guidance. The only problem is that we are not always versed in the healing work of dreams. From a psychological perspective, dreams are a place where the various parts of our psyche explore ideas, work out issues and interact with each other. *sigh* It was really just a dream.. Life still goes on.. how many brothas fell victims........ blah!
• Rap nd i watched OPEN SEASON yesti and bein the good cousin i am.. (well..??) xmpre, it's my treat.. i saw ARVIE(chem lab student assistant) sa QUANTUM.. coz u know.. kids.. quantum.. getz?? and he saw me too.. he's looks says: "ito ung pharma student na nakabasag nung acid-base buret a! ang gnda nia!".. (kumontra patay!) so un.. pg nkkta q xa naaala2 q ang khiya-hyang experience na un.. nkkhya sa groupmates q.. ehe..
• people are in the cemeteries right now.. and i'm at home right now with the usual routine net-tv-net-tv-net-tv.. ive nver been into a cemetery since i was little.. relatives who passed away are dwellin xe sa pangasinan pa yta? or manila?? see?? im not even sure.. ehe.. and im pretty sure na my fone will be flooded with the same group messages from lotsa people who share their grave experiences.. (mala-diary-kayzel-like).. tsk! zZzZz..
• someone i love and care for (dont ask.. il tel u prsnly) ran away from their home and it hurts hearin from her that she doesn't need my help when all i can give is a prayer.. i don't know what entered her mind when she decided to court disaster..with only few bucks left and with nowhere to go, still she wants to sail close to the wind.. and i can't hate her right now..
• spotlight on this..

>>Love has no room for selfish people who think only of themselves. If we have been to busy with our work, have been kept by our distorted priorities then it's about time that we stop for a while and think about the people who we might have stepped on and taken for granted. Let us not wait too long to appreciate those who have unselfishly given it to us for all that may be left tomorrow are just the bitter and cold memories of someone who loved too much but was never loved enough..

• i hate some stupid jerks on friendster who would message you askin if you could add them up??? like hello?? what is the purpose of leavin one's e-add dba?? i made mine exclusive na nga to lessen the adding up of dont knows.. and those freakin people like m-a-r-k who.. bsta!! and i hate those freakin chain messages with catchy titles on them.. looks good on the outside but rotten on the inside.. yyiihh!!! what do you get from that ba?? kainis! ehe..
• snuff err i mean enuff of d dramas na nga.. this entry is way too long nnmn.. i just want a new color of nail polish and ditch my pink nails.. ehe.. my cbox is open for suggestions.. mua!

>i don't wanna make an entry for tomorrow so.. iL be postin it here na.. ADVANCE HAPEEE BDAY NOEL.. the guy hu once owned my.. and still owns it.. my ball.. ehe.. PEE BERTDAI.. im sure uulan nnmn ng redhorse & ka-maniacan nian.. (sanib ni joe.. ehe..)

john tucker must die, open season, happy feet and step up.. i want!

today was like fun dn coz we went to.. (i know you know where!) so dun nga!! im with kaezel, ghari nd aling.. haha!! the guy sa chowking kept on saying "maam" to ghari.. haha!! three times!! haha!! and.. and.. and..


(): may crush ako sa karate kid,, name nia IMRON..
<>: tlga?? gwapo?? ok.. ehe..
--after minutes of realization..
(): hahahahahahahahahaha!!!
<>: o npno ka???
(): na-realize ko lan d pla IMRON name ng crush q.. hahaha!!
<>: haah?? e ano???
(): RON lan pla name nia.. I'M RON pla un.. hahahahaha!!! (pae? getz?)
ALL: hahahahahahahaha!!

_i love 'she could be'.. coz i could be.. ehe,,
thanks to JOE and ALICE.. for passing that message that says:
'today is ces mgnda day.. pass this message and experience FORTUNE.. (prng sumthin like that) then sa huli is like,, 22o to.. nkapulot aq ng 500.. sinagot nq ng nliligwn q.. nanalo aq sa lotto,, and joe: ni-rape aq ni xtian bautista..'

-hahahaha!! loveyou both!!

serious mode: ON

"it's not easy to let go of something you've put everything into. But it's harder to realize later on that you've been holding on to something that wasn't there..

anymore.."

"I am scared to fall in love...
I am scared to fall out of love...
and I am scared of not bein' loved by the one I love right now! "

• Don't ever lie to us, we always find out.
• Don't say you understand when you don't.
• Women are pretty, get over it.
• You don't have PMS; don't act like you know what it's like.
• If you did something wrong or even if you didn't, apologize.
• We are self-concious by nature, we can't help it.
• We are drama queens.
• Fashion police do exist.
• Hugs and kisses must be given at all times.
• Don't make bets about us, we always find out.
• Even if you think it is cool to burp, fart, or emitt other strange gasses from your body, it is not.
• We are beautiful, but make-up helps.
• Most importantly- we are always right- so don't forget it.
• When you say that she is just a friend, and we say ok, deep inside were really bothered.
  more..
• Women love to shop. It is the one area of the world where they feel like they're actually in control.
• Women especially love a bargain. The question of 'need' is irrelevant; so don't bother pointing it out. Anything on sale is fair game.
• Women never have anything to wear. Don't question the racks of clothes in the closet; you 'just don't understand'.
• Women need to cry. And they won't do it alone unless they know you can hear them.
• Women will always ask questions that have no right answer, in an effort to trap you into feeling guilty.
• Women love to talk. Silence intimidates them and they feel a need to fill it, even if they have nothing to say.
• Women need to feel like there are people worse off than they are. That's why soap operas and Oprah Winfrey-type shows are so successful.
• Women hate bugs. Even the strong-willed ones need a man around when there's a spider or a wasp involved.
• Women can't keep secrets. They eat away at them from the inside. And they don't view it as being untrustworthy, providing they only tell two or three people.
• Women always go to public restrooms in groups. It gives them a chance to gossip.
• Women can't refuse to answer a ringing phone, no matter what she's doing.
• Women never understand why men love toys. Men understand that they wouldn't need toys if women had an 'on/off' switch.
• Women keep three different shampoos and two different conditioners in the shower. After a woman showers, the bathroom will smell like a tropical rain forest.
• Women don't understand the appeal of sports. Men seek entertainment that allows them to escape reality. Women seek entertainment that reminds them of how horrible things could be.
• If a man goes on a seven-day trip, he'll pack five days worth of clothes and will wear some things twice; if a woman goes on a seven-day trip she'll pack 21 outfits because she doesn't know what she'll feel like wearing each day.
• Women brush their hair before bed.
• Women are paid less than men, except for one field: Modeling.
• Women are never wrong. Apologizing is the man's responsibility, 'It's there in the Bible'. Hmmm, who was it that gave Adam the apple?
• Women have better restrooms. They get the nice chairs and red carpet. Men just get a large bowl to share.
• The average number of items in a typical woman's bathroom is 437. A man would not be able to identify most of these items.
• Women love cats. Men say they love cats, but when women aren't looking, men kick cats.
• Women love to talk on the phone. A woman can visit her girlfriend for two weeks, and upon returning home, she will call the same friend and they will talk for three hours.
• A woman will dress up to go shopping, water the plants, empty the garbage, answer the phone, read a book, or get the mail.
• Women will drive miles out of their way to avoid the possibility of getting lost using a shortcut.
• Women do NOT want an honest answer to the question, 'How do I look?'
• The first naked man a woman sees is 'Ken'.
• 'Oh, nothing,' has an entirely different meaning in woman-language than it does in man-language.
• Women can get out of speeding tickets by pouting. This will get men arrested.
• Women don't really care about a sense of humor in a guy despite claims to the contrary. You don't see women trampling over Tom Cruise to get to Gilbert Gottfried, do you?
• It's okay for women to dance with each other, but you don't see men dancing together.
• Women will spend hours dressing up to go out, and then they'll go out and spend more time checking out other women. Men can never catch women checking out other men; women will always catch men checking out other women.
• The most embarrassing thing for women is to find another woman wearing the same dress at a formal party. You don't hear men say, 'Oh-my GOD, there's another man wearing a black tux, get me outta here!'

>>we are naturally remarkable.. love bein a woman..(?)

this is OD the dog.. wee.. i love him..

part 2 pink stuffs of ours.. i love my "C" keychain na knuha ni calvin.. err..

1. its a thursday.. nd i went to SM with a purpose (agen?!).. ace hardware for that damned seeds we need for the JPS suckin project thingy.. ok, then aftrwards, i went to watson's (wonderin if i wud see myself in d same place aftr years.. im not into community pharmacy.. and nver will i ) then all of a sudden, this guy in black pants and white shirt with a black cap (kulang nLang ung mcrice headband thing.. haha.. pae.. imajin!) nwei, that guy asked me this.. "miss.. survey lang po.. anong gatas ang gusto niong ipainom sa mgiging anak nio??" haha!! i was like.. tma ba ang question..??? qng pwde nmng.. what is d best milk 4 u db?? ehe.. pro i still answrd.. "promil po" he: bkt?? ako: mm.. wla lng.. he: ok, thank u po maam.. hhmmnn.. dtz it! weird.. milk?? nd bkt nga kya promil sgot q?? i dunno.. feel ko lan.. ehe..
2. i want to congratulate pawandeep sangar.. super! for bein one of the lucky(?) contestants sa MR. U.. ehe.. we got ur back.. now i undrstnd.. haha,, misinterpreted nnmn.. btw, i undrstnd.. gudluck kei sarah.. ehe..
3. we saw SAM MILBY!!!! (kua april.. please testify!! ehe..) haha!! pae nd i are like freaks talkin bout him.. he's just inches away from d 3 of us and we cnt help but laugh bout it.. haha!! wishin to see him AGEN!!! haha.. i can hear pae's voice saying "asa!!" haha..
4. aling nd i are like back to bein "text buddies".. talkin about that one person nd the same stuff over nd over agen.. hhmmnn..?? he suxx aling... he suxx.. haha.. the pain is unbearable nd im sure he's utterly mindful wen it comes to that same stuff we use to talk about.. gudluck sa accounting.. gudluck.. ehe..
5. saw the movie "LOVE ME IF YOU DARE" hours ago.. starring an actress that resembles JASMINE.. ehe.. and an actor that resembles sum1 i know but cnt rmmbr.. ehe.. nwei, the movie was PERFECTLY about CRAZINESS/STUPIDITY/FOOLISHNESS!!!! that movie is part of a dvd compilation of somewhat like "love movies" together with a walk to rmmbr, if only, sweet november, the notebook etc.. so the story is like about these childhood friends hu played "dares" eversince.. too crazy dares to be done by normal persons.. bsta! the story evolved around such craziness that they became a couple in the end.. AND!! for them to be together forever.. they agreed upon CEMENTING themselves.. both of them under concrete!!! wtf??!! thats not sweet!! thats crazy!!! eewwaann!! cnt even understnd the ending xe they showed an old couple kissing with glowing candies and that weird tin can.. just watch it ayt?? then share me ur reactions.. VIOLENT REACTIONS.. ehe..

19 days to go nd 2 days to go..

<3..