Sunday, June 25, 2006

love will show you everything..



*OST-if only..

i look upon the moon and stars at 5:11 AM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

augustine 2006

i miss the AUGUSTINE people! bigtime! you guyz will always be remembered..

I MISS
ann- because she is my baby boar.. i miss her bloopers! her overexcited laughter! nd her cheeks!
budjoi- because.. when will i hear that angeLic voice again??
joanna- because when her siLence breaks.. it just makes me happy..
czar- eventhough we dont feel her being.. nd its as if she doesn't know anybody.. ( d nmn cguro?) i still miss her because of simply bein her.. shes kind nmn e.. nd i love dt attitude of hers nah 'prng' shes not affected sa issues and she doesnt get mad to the persons involved.. i admit nah im one of those people nah rude sknia.. pro, i realized some things.. i understand her..
there- beacuse shes a very cooperative member.. in any group.. she worries more than the leader does.. (sorry! ehe!)
christa- because she called me 'cis' once.. and im merely amazed when she draws..
ate myko- because she acquainted me with lotsa people nd she taught me lotsa things..
amio- because i love teasin her and her curly hair.. i miss our copy and answer sessions together that make things more easier for us..
tine- i miss it when she serenades us.. i miss her penmanship.. i love it! i miss her corny jokes.. i miss it when she tells me the reason why she nd dj have mini-fights.. i miss her presence!
aika- xa ang kaisa-isang karibal q kay CHAMP!! i miss her creative thinking!! her panlallait and all the funny jokes na nonsense.. ehe!
trina- i miss matri and her 'evol' words ky chow.. i miss her nips nah tlgng masakit a! nd her undying presence every school activity..
shey- her dancing skills and the way she dress herself.. the not so good look of powder on her face.. peace! nd her theory about dt too!!
ate karen- gosh!! i love ate karen soo much! she is the world's best student, leader, fan of yael yuzon.. we love the word kuki!! i know all your hard work will pay off in the end.. just ask help from our friends-entities..
lei- i miss our crying sessions.. at ang ugat ng lahat ng ito!! si alviel ponce!! nq! ponce!! aucn mo yn!
moi- i miss her pangaasar.. nah wla rng kwenta because it talks of kcheapan.. err..?? i miss moi nd our tiger looks ky mam tle nung table setting..
mimi- i miss her place.. d hills and the mountains and the rivers and the grass and the road..
she- i miss the very boisterous, rowdy, unruly noise she creates pg kinikilig, galit, malungot, naiinis at masaya..
kayzel- hai nq! hilig magdrama sa txt!! photocopy gurl.. nd all the chikaz every morning.. a very skillful gurl that can reach the ground using her hands.. (?) love u tilaps!
audz- i miss doing the computer project and going home late.. i miss yourcousin!! tell him i love love love him tlga!!
kim- hhmmnn.. i miss you as our kgrup in chem!! blik blik sa pharma 1 -a..
g-ann- i miss gee sooo much nd jenelen.. i miss our debates! i miss spankin her.. i miss her bangs.. i miss her laughters.. i rly rly wanna see her.. sana lan ok xa ngeon sa sysytems!! err!!
myka- i miss my backseatmate.. the whistling.. the shouting.. nd her surprise gifts.. i rmmbr 1 tym wen she gve dt spongebob badge because i helpd her i think?? touchd! i miss thz loud gurl soo much! she completes my day!
manals- sobra sobra! i love dz gurl soo much! nd i hate chak! i miss her kwentuhan nd asaran nd tawanan nd ang pg3pan c baby pusa..
cathy- i heart catherine simbahan soo much! soo much! get well soon baby.. i miss her presence in the room as my seatmate.. i love her powerpuff pencil case, correction fluid and lost brush..
pae- err..?? what do i miss about dz gurl?? wla e! moments with her before cguro..?? wwaaa!! miss koh nah tandem nio ni jad!! dont u miss toto?
mags- i miss mags nd the message booth sa augustine door.. certified favorite victim.. i miss our luchtime sessions and my hair.. =c pae cant fix my hair.. maaagggssss!!!
kitoy- shes still one of my best friends.. for life! i miss it wen im teasin her wit deneb.. ehe! love u kit!
ate cha- IT gurl!! i miss seein ur face after arguments with jap.. adik nah seatmate tlga yn! pro na-influence q xa mging mbait..hihi!
ciay- one of my lagu-lagu girlz.. i miss our pagtakas sa practice pra i-meet c MIKEmike mo sa overdose! ang pagpaxal sa don bosco pra sa mga rides nah pambata.. nd xmpre.. ang npakalakas nah tawanan! hhhmmnn..
aling- thnx for believin in me.. thnx 4 ol d praise! i wanna c you in ur slacks uniform.. ehe! i miss going sa u-know to see vernie the pharma-boy!
alice- i miss the confusions around are mere reflections of whats within.. whats within you! waaa!! i miss dt tlga sooo much!!!!
lou- i miss sharing some kwentos to you nd our pagtelebabad sa fone talkin about guiao.. fixin my hair dn.. nd.. sheela nd u as our sign pg my teachr ng pratng.. ehe!
joan- hhmmnn..??? got nuthn to say bout dz gurl e.. thnx for lettin us practice sa place nio for the stunts thingy yta un??
dj- i miss you pokwang!! corny nd not so corny jokes! kwentuhan nd tawanan.. kantahan nd sayawan.. i miss ur cheeks ng soobra! rmmbr ung blak nmen ni joe nah i-scrape yn? waa!!
ghary- ang npkalakas nah pag-cough.. tawa nd pangaaway ky baby boar.. the teddy bear habits.. ehe!
Mr wil.- i miss the details bout ky champ.. i miss evrythin! rmmbr 1 tym wen you guyz played basketball nd we r d cheerleaders.. nd drz dz grup of guyz.. d one nah ngre2cess sa gtna ng court wid matching headband a! haha! dt tym! hhaaii..
solo- soollooo!!! miss mo nah c joe..?? waaa!! i miss our.. 1, 2, 3 ,4 5 everybody in d class.. hahahaha!! waaaaa!!! miss q nah un!
chow- i miss ur arms nd ur cheeks nd ur back nd u.. waa!! chhooooowwwww!!! hahaha! ang gnda q!!
timo- waaaa!! c partner in crime and pguwi ng late.. lhat ng gadgetz.. nd nskin pah ang speakrz ng ipod.. ehe! love u timoo!! waa!! ung sleepover sa place nio wit kenneth d korean guy.. haha! ngkron pah kme ng issue nun! yuckrs!
toot- nmi2ss q ng mg-donate at mgcollect ng ten pesos pra lan mkakain kah or mknood ng cne(?) or pamasaj.. toot!! thnx dn sa pghtid sa hauz everdyad last last yr wit eiron nd jap.. n_n
don- PANDING!!! miss nkta!! thnx mm.. everytym ngpapa2draw aq.. inuuna mo ung akn.. ehe! thnx thnx thnx !! nd sorry sa wrong notions.. ung cd nung grad,,
jad- pmnngkin boar! miss koh nah ung sa CAT!! thnx sa testi!! miss q nah ung charity!!! miss q nah ung showdown nio ni timo singn throug d fire.. nd pgannounce ng earlier date for d passing of d requiremnts.. mishue jjaaaaaadddboi!!!
noel- nako! e2ng batang 2 nah talentado! cnt imagine kinahumalingan q xa before??? at tke note! iniyakan! hhmmnn.. khit d mrunong sa math dhil simpleng 90x3 d mgetz!! errr!!!! rmmbr munich?? hahahaha!! miss q nah kaingayan mo!
apung keibs- mishu apung keibs.. math nd guitar genius!! miz q nah ung sa service! nd jammin sa plant box.. thnx sa lhat ng help pungkeibs.. gudluck!!

MASKU!! wla keo jan!!
nor
eiron
fhatz
gaux
joe
pij
jap
sa monthsary nLan nten.. ehe! loveyouguyz!!

i look upon the moon and stars at 3:41 AM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

Saturday, June 24, 2006

june 24, '06






















first pic: one of YFC's logo.. la lan.. qt xa.. yn wallpaper q sa smart fone q.. share q lan.. ehe!

2nd pic: liit nmen ni pae noh?? la lan.. panget pg mLki e.. ksma nmen c mr. wiL jan.. we are d,, drumroll please!! webcam freakz!!!! haha!! for more dtails.. ask pae nlan.. tnatmd aq..

3rd pic: water bottles sa SM.. qt lan cLa.. blue ung sken.. purpLe ky pae.. qt noh..?? ^_^ ehe! haha!!

4th pic: room nmen.. ok! the armchairs are d sme ones we used sa IS.. pro ung armchairs sa PS.. err..?? mxadong modern compred smen.. unfair!!! haha!! gurl in pink-krizel.. nd joan..

5th pic: registered nurse!!haha! we went to holy family hosptal aftr nstp for the meningo thingy ni pae.. at tke note!! gnito ang pgkksbi nia.. not d sme sentnce pro mlpit nrn.. "ces, jan xe ung vet ko e" haha!! vet ang gnamit nia instead of pedia.. tsk! pae!! malala kna!!! un! naala2 nmen c arvin so un.. haha! my vandall yn!! c pae gumawa!! ARVIN ung nkLgay..rmmbr wen he answrd nah gus2 niang mgng regstrd nurse instead of pharmacist? hahahaha!!! its on d 6th pic.. tsk! im tellin u.. malala nah tlga c pamela coconut dizon.. (pa-epal.. pawandeep rockz!! hahaha!)

7th pic: room ulet.. sitting arrangement pg.. uhh..?? english subj yta?? bsta bsta!

8th pic: room ulet.. la lan... la mgwa e!!


*happy for don-misty and dj-tin..
this is for real.. i love you guyzz!!! wag muna kyong papakasal!!! magaral muna kyooo!!!! hahahaha!! imagine a? st paul nd ateneo ung gurls tas AUF ung boys.. la lan.. ang gling!! haha!! ewan? ewan? bsta love u guyz! tine, dj.. ingatan c jastine nd janine a!! wee! mwuahh!!

*joanna camille perez concepcion
i love u love u love u love u love u soooooo much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! mishu mishu mishu!!! thnx sa mkabgdmdming testi.. minumura mo q..??? ehe!! love u love u love u sooo much joe!!!!!! batak!!! kluguran dka!!

catherine vino simbahan
love love love u too pusa!!! thnx thnx thnx sa lhat.. amishu baby!!! huhuhuhuhu!! wishin u wer stil my... waa!! thnx ng mdme pusa!!! love u love u much!!

inna-tots
sorry.. =/ e2 nah o.. =) mwwuuaahhh!

**feeling pogi.. UOYEVOLI

i look upon the moon and stars at 9:13 AM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

Thursday, June 22, 2006

pixx






pictures from leo's.. uhh,, 2 ung cnasbi q sa previous posts q.. ehe! ung mga MASKU nah wLa nun.. mamtay keo sa inggit!! no.. d pLa! joke lan.. d pLa kme ngenjoi jan.. ngsyang lan ng money.. nag-fishing kme ng wlang nhuLing fish.. ang gnda ng pools pro la kming dlang xtra clothes err..?? pro d place was heavenly.. un lan! dt guy is no odr than raphael layson.. nd ung sa horse.. imagine nio nlan nah c nor and eiron ung nksky.. un!










YFC.. we had our general assembly nung wednesday sa PS.. den sa main.. den sa PS.. torture! un! saya! miz q nah ung songs.. wee!!


chow nd i.. obviously.. my bnabalak xa ngunit fhatz, kosi, ako! sa tahanan nLa
hndi xa nagtagumpay.. bwahaha! mgnda prn phatima yn. d day we had
aq!! nka-unifooooorm nah xa.. 1st week plang.. fun sa SM.. timezone b un? fhatz?
yihee!




lecture notes q sa chem.. or botany yta?
at kung bkt steno ang aking notebook.. i discovered a hidden talent xe e.. spring-remove-cover-wrap.. bsta ung long process.. un! talent q un.. kya mdyo inabuse ng iLan.. nah ngpgwa sa knilang mga notebook.. jap! jap! ikw un!

microscope.. la lan.. mjo visible nmn e.. d specimen is the onion skin yta? stained. bsta bsta! yiih!!


















SM yn! ewan?? find the hidden mickey cguro?

















yn ung specimens.. ehe! left: ipil-ipil wednesday before the YFC GA..
santan leaf, stained potato, bigas-bigasan, AUF jollibee.. yta? cathy, april, toot,
ipil-ipil and stained onion skin.. ang gLing! timo, rm, ces, gaux, kayzel, pae,
naala2 q pa! wee!! i think ggwa kme ng joe, jap, she..
onion eye drops..?? ehe!

>dear readers.. xnxa nah sa mgulong entry.. getz nio nmn db? ene!

U GUYZ SHUD SEE MY T-TH BAG!! uhh,, d keychains lan pla.. ehe! wee!! =)

** waaa!!! sna khit d kme gnong ngka2usp, love nia prn aq.. =c



i look upon the moon and stars at 4:47 AM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

Sunday, June 18, 2006

brandon routh is soooo..


hhmmnn.. i love him!! SUPERMAN!!! brandon routh.. the words on the street are not true!! he is not gay!! haha!! kme nah e.. wee!! pro love q c crush..?? nung konek? lalan.. bsta!! kosi!! superman returns haaah..??? xctd nq! ehe! wee!! db toot? kati?? timo?? pij..?? waa!! mm.. wg nio qng ikahya pro c pij nkunan nia ng pic ung dun sa 2nd floor..?? u know dt db..?? ehe! pro d aq a! c pij.. loveyou patay! ehe!

para kay pae: at pti nrn sa lhat nah mkaka-ride..

classmate nmen c aiza seguerra.. did i spelled it ryt? ehe! ya! az in xa! SHE can play d guitar nd SHE can sing,, (dw!) pro i think, we think, ull soon think.. nah she is a lesbian! she wore dz tshirt one tym wit the prints nah "I GO TO SCHOOL FOR GIRLS" pae nd i was like.. 'err..?? whattda??" bsta un! pae cnt stop her rowdy mirth! sobrng saya nia pg npapancn ng teachers nah classmate nmen c aiza 'kuno'.. ehe!

e2 pah.. some of u guyz know arvin santiago ryt..?? nah accdg to pae ay mjo may resemblance sa pagmumuka ni chak nah mukang *******.. bhala nah keo jan! ehe! so CF class.. clownz AUF.. hhmmnn.. all of us were asked abwt our philosophy in life.. at ang knyang mahiwagang sagot ay "to be a successful person and to be a registered nurse" take note!! PHARMACY ang aming kurso!! ehe! dba pae..?? haha!! bosconians from pharm I-A are somewhat like icons everytime wer asked to introduce ourselves.. ehe! xmpre IS people.. ehem! are still on top! i mean.. pinakamaganda!! and dts mee!! haha!! waa!! wla nah!! la q mgwa..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAP JAP JAP JAP JAP JAP JAP!!!! ka-masku q yn!! wee!! mishuee jap!!




i look upon the moon and stars at 12:55 AM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

Saturday, June 17, 2006

me-now

college is-tormenting thyself!

if i could just turn the hands of clock and start all over again.. i would! this sucks! but im trying..

college:
*i love:
>our airconditioned laboratories
>our Filipino teacher.. she rocks!
>our CF teacher.. he is perfect!
>ms. buenviaje..?? shes a classmate.. i forgot her name! nwei, shes so friendly and all.. nd she is our official photocopier.. ehe!
>the syllabus! i just love them because they could heLp me in the future.. (i wish!)
>our korean classmate.. he is so naive and i want to talk to him.. all day! (pae, a little help!) haha!

*i hate:
>our odd uniform that would put me to infamy in case of u-know-dt-situation..
>the site where our classrooms are located.. IT-502.. IT-501.. IT-503.. yes! 5th floor!!
>our badly behaved english teacher.. because we think.. he is kinda attracted to jasmin.. (pronounced as jEzmeEeEen..) and!! our highschool english.. ggrr!! bsta! i dont like him tlga!!
>our afflicted subjects!! damn!! full shock!!! chem, botany, math.. its not that difficult nman pro the way they teach,, its gettin more and more way to dense.. calling the gods and goddesses of knowledge!! please lend a hand..
>our uphill battle with time!! half-days?? nver have one! we need to arrive at the school and climb those stairs to reach our rooms located at the 5th floor before 7am during T-Th and 8pm during M-W-F..

hhmmnn... our schedule was kinda improved.. compared to the sched they had given us last time.. at least.. ill post it sa next enry nLan.. got to do my lecture pah! hhaaiii..


the termination part:
HAPPY FATHERS DAY APUP!!!! -the 'bestest' dad in the whole wide universe!!

i look upon the moon and stars at 8:55 AM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

Sunday, June 11, 2006

i love my *SUNDAY*

i sooo sooo love dis sunday.. june 11, '06.. n_n

why..??

>tinanong ng teacher nLa sa theo.. why do we need to study God..?? hhmmnn... so xmpre.. mjo shy pah cLa.. den bglng ders dz brave soul nah ngtaas ng kmay.. TEACHER: ok,, why do we need to study God..?? STUDENT(with full confidence): we have to study God because if we dont study God there's no CHRISTMAS!!! bwahahahahahahaha!! anung konek..?? pno ung mga anti-christ?? d nmn nLa pngaaraLan c God, pro my christmas rn.. ehe!

>so.. my activity cLa.. introduce urself.. meron clang isang 'freak' nah klasmeyt nah az in ang serious serious serious.. mjo located ung seat nia sa likod.. so xmpre.. pg tatayo xa nd mglalakad sa aisle mjo susundan xa ng tingin.. edi ang thi-thimik nun.. tas bgLang.. nbangga nia ung chairs sa first row.. ehehehe!! so he made a loud noise.. hahaha!! la lan.. kktawa!! hahahaha!!

>last but simply not the least.. edi same activity.. ung introduce urself thing.. my isa nmn clang klasmeyt.. so iniintroduse nah nia ung sriLi nia.. ok nah sna.. ng bgla niang sinabi angf mga katagang ito: "maaalala nyo saken ang ahas, kc ang ahas nagpapalit ng balat.. ako naman nagpapalit ng kamay.." hahaha!! weird noh..?? un pla.. what he/she truly meant by that is.. nagpapalit ng balat sa kamay.. hahahahahahaha!! ahahahahahahaha!! kakamatay!!! serious xa jan hah! d xa ngjojowk.. ehehehe!! haha!!

ok.. so un nga.. u know how fatima laughs dba..?? imagine!!! nsa jeepney kme nian a!!! wit some of d people laughin wit us.. hahahahahaha!! ung tulog ngcng.. tas ung my ktxt nkinig nLan.. hahahaha!! saya saya!!

iL take a nap munaaa!!! waa!!! zZzZz..

**pae.. inadd aq ni reighner sa frndztr(weird huh?) nd ka-message q c gilbert..^_^ i mean c van lan.. ehe!! haha!!

i look upon the moon and stars at 7:59 PM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

Saturday, June 10, 2006

random thoughts

im soooo hhaaapppeeee!!!!!! sooobbrraaa!!! ilovehim.. hope he doesnt get to read dz..

hsurc, utoldmenakhitgus2momandinahpwdehonestlypwdepwdengpwdexmpregustokobtkotatangihanungtaongmahalkokya landqpaalamebstailholdontothatelovektaehhaiii

hcumooosuevoli..

i look upon the moon and stars at 2:14 AM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

ds entry is *by request*

wee!! i know aLmz.. xcited kna!! haha!! miz nkta.. o owkeii.. e2 nah.. gus2 moh ng maLa-tribute dba..?? ehe.. keo ni baby boar.. n_n alphabetical pra msya.. ehe!












fast facts about baby boar:

*many r askin her.. hus ur dadi..?? ehe! wla wla po xang dadi.. d rn xa singaw.. mm.. seed lan xe xa dti tas inalagaan lan.. un.. theory dw yn.. *we r d boar family* 3na, magmag, jad, amio, la nq maalala.. bsta nung my OFW babies, err i mean ofw sumthn.. my pic kme... tas nwla fone q.. ehe.. n_n

maganda talaga yn!! d lan photogenic.. ehe! ellaine kay c. amio.. d q alm ano meaning ng c.. i forgot.. peace!

-lague qng nadouble L ang elaine ni manals at cngle L ni manals.. tma b..??

-partner ko sa physics copy and answer.. tested na nag tandem nmen for speed and accuracy.. ehe!

-madaming bLoopers.. sa words ha! take note! dme q collection nun a.. nwLa lan.. ehe!

-laging present sa prusisyon.. y..?? sto nino e.. waa!! naala2 q nung friday.. black nazarene.. tas absent c joe.. waaaaa!!! mishue kuLooooooot!!! waaaa!!

left to right: paeyee, cathee, ciayee, paulee..

ehe! waaa!! mizzzzzz q nah c garfield.. T_T

i look upon the moon and stars at 1:11 AM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

Friday, June 09, 2006

mga sari-saring ewan..

>an apple a day is too expensive.
>an apple a day makes seven apples a week.(really expensive)
>if you can't beat them, shoot them.
>kapag maiksi ang kumot, bumili ka ng bago.
>huwag magbilang ng manok kung alaga mo ay itik.
>ako ang nagsaing.. iba ang kumain. dieat ako e.
>try and try until you succeed.. or else try another.
>batu-bato sa langit, ang tamaan.. apul.
>ang buhay ay parang gulong, minsan sa ibabaw, minsan nasa vulcanizing shop.
>pagkahaba haba man ng prusisyon.. mauubusan dn ng kandila.
>wen it rains.. it floods.
>kapag ang puno mabunga.. mataba ang lupa!
>hindi lhat ng kumikinang ay ginto.. muta lang yan.
>no man is an isalnd because time is gold.
>kapag maikli ang kumot, tumagkad ka na!
>aanhin ang palasyo kung ang nakatira au kuwago, mabuti pa angbahay kubo, sa paligid puno ng linga.
>better late than later..
>matalino man ang matsing, matsing pa rin.
>ang naglalakad ng matulin, late na sa appointment.
>huli man daw at magaling, undertime pa rin.
>kapag may tiyaga, may nilaga. kapag may taga, may tahi.
>birds of the same feather make a good feather duster.
>ang taong di marunong lumingon sa kanyang pinaggalingan,, ay may stiff neck.
>walng matigas na tinapay sa gutom na tao.
>kapag may sinusok at walang madukot, may nandukot.
>birds of the same feather that prays together.. stays together.
>no guts, no glory.. no i.d. , no entry.
>ang taong naglalakad nang matulin.. may utang..
>pag may usok.. may nag-iihaw..
>ang taong nagigipit.. sa bumbay kumakapit.
>to err is human, to errs is humans.
>ang hindi marunong magmahal sa sariling wika, lumaki sa ibang bansa.
>wen all else fails, follow instructions.
>magbiro ka na sa lasing, magbiro ka na sa bagong gising, wag lang sa lasing na bagong gising.
>kapag puno na ang salop, kumuha na ng ibang salop.
>do unto others.. then run!!!
>it's better to cheat than to repeat.
>behind the clouds are the other clouds.
>better late than pregnant.
>ang buhay ay parang bato, it's hard.

-courtesy of ala's blog.. (namiss q c budi!! waa! T_T)

**i really really really want THIS. (click the word THIS!)

i look upon the moon and stars at 7:13 PM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

pahabol blog..



**owkeii dtz pretty, prettier nd prettiest..pamatay ang bangs!! haha! (wlng pink colored font)

**nka2adik ordertaker.. ehe! wla nbang ma-order! pa-order! pa-order! pa-ooorrddeerrr!!!

i look upon the moon and stars at 2:58 AM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

i miss d old fridays..

i want to acknowledge these two people who uncomplainingly accepted me.. the real me.. ehe! kua nd tots.. thnx!! love u sooo much guyz!! hhmmnn.. that lead me to thinkin nah,, bkt xa dn rn xa ung forgive and forget.. d rn xa ung no questions asked.. second day plng pumyg nah xa.. sbgy.. our case was different.. mas mlalim ung ngwa q sknia.. la lan.. 10 nah xe bukas e.. *tnx for invitin me fhatz.. atleast kht pno.. hhmm.. un.. i dont know if i will have faith in my supposition, incongruent huh? i dnt know.. he kept on tellin me he loved he.. he loves me.. pro a notion came into me nah maybe it wasnt me whom he fell in love with.. it was her.. and dt wasnt me.. it hurts.. im having a hard time to doze off into dreamland nd smudge my pillow with tear stains because of this.. we didnt caused a rift.. we just ended what we had.. haha! im stupid! damn! i cant cease and persuade myself into reality that everything's used up. oh well, college will be in next to no time. many things might happen ahead.. we'll nver know.. mybe its my time to shine na pla!! haha! i wish!! i also grasp my mother's idea of me- going to USA.. in mississippi to be exact, after college.. i told myself ahead of time that i will be staying here for real.. and maybe get myself a good job after college.. khit botika girl lan.. bsta d2 aq sa phil. hhmmnn... then i realized nah drz no more reason to stay pa here after school if the reason is already gone. besides, my friends and i will surely be livin their own lives too.. when i come back.. we'd have a good chat, nd be apprised on each others' lives.. dba masku..?? fockerz n d rest..?? hhaaiii.. i sooo missss u guyz!! oh! wen i come back pla.. im suupphherr rich nah nun!! ehe! il be a tycoon nd i'll spend my money on wteverz!! haha!! dream on ces!! nwei, id reach dt aspiration.. i know i can! yeah!! dtz d spirit!! haha!!

*wish my tormented heart would one day be restored.. not by someone but with time.. =c

i look upon the moon and stars at 2:54 AM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

im hatin mee..

last nyt pLang im really really feelin dz urge nah to go out.. lalo pah nung pumunta c eiron sa hauz to borrow some books.. stat, geom, algebra blah blah blah.. assignmnt nah nga agd on d first day?? e pno pah kme..??? wtevr!! bsta.. pij txtd me.. smahn q dw sa PS.. nd bsta kht san.. aun.. la mpunthan so we decided nah mg-net muna sa lbas.. went to netopia.. annoying ung seatmate q.. ehe! aun.. searchd for dz song sa tristancafe.. i saw d song TY4URLUV.. xmpre cnong maaala2 q dun..?? it sucks. tas i saw den alamid's UR LOVE.. i was saddened by d fact nah everytym i wud hear dz lovely songs, i will not be feelin d same kiLig i use to feel before.. hhaaiii.. so we went dn to SM.. (agen!) mjo maaga kme umuwi.. before 6 cguro.. e d nyt before plng i planned nah to go sa church to pray.. so un.. pra nrn my ksby s pij umuwi.. i went sa sta maria church.. so i prayed.. asked for forgiveness.. ive been errant nrn xe.. i feel it.. i know.. un.. most of my prayers wer for him.. i prayed nah sna he wud find someone hu will love him as much as i do.. sum1 hu wud be wit him for d rest of his lyf.. sum1 hu will not fool nd hurt him like i did.. shit! so un.. dtz d consequence.. im willing to suffer.. mngyri lan ung prayers q 4 him.. hhhaaiii.. ok.. so went home nah.. eat ndw aq sbi ni ate josh,, hhmmnn.. ok.. as usual.. i was eatin alone.. den our boisterous neighbor on d ryt played on some music... guess wat d song is.. TY4URLUV nnmn!! i wna cry ryt at dt very moment pro npgln nmn.. so un.. bumagal pq lalo kumain.. errr..?? so tpos nah ung song.. mjo relaxed nq.. NOT! d nxt song is YOU R D ONE!! shit!! ano gus2 niong iparating nian neighbor..?? i hurried up on eating nlan nd left.. hhhaaaiiii.. life!! im so sorry..

i look upon the moon and stars at 6:07 AM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

i miss him..

i sent him my "last words" last nyt.. it rly hurts.. i was crying nd stuffs.. i hate myself.. hhaaaaiiii.. now, i dont know what might happen to him.. i wanna know if he's fine or not.. i know dt nvr he'll be feelin well.. mybe wen he's olredi cured by d damage i have done.. i have caused him soo much pain.. nd i hate myself for doin dt.. im sure qng d q gnwa un i wil nver get to meet him.. hhaaaiiii.. im rly not in d mood to talk bout dz stupidity i've done coz nsa cafe aq.. i dnt wna breakdown here.. im wit pij pnmn.. wna wna wna wna thank inna for soooooo acceptin nd understndn me after ol of d foolish thngs i did.. thank you special frend.. as we call it.. ",) wee!!! i will nver evr b d sme again without him.. he took my heart away nd i dont know if it can still be replaced by someone.. i dont care.. i accept d consequence.. i deserve dz.. please dont pity me people.. its all my fuckin fault..

i look upon the moon and stars at 12:32 AM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon

Monday, June 05, 2006

pay day..

wonderin wtz wit ol dz new stuffs..?? i mean.. d new blog site nd stuffs?? nd y i deleted my previous one.. uhh.. never mind!! you'll nver get d story.. just an act of bitchiness!! hhaaiiii.. i dserve it anyway.. hhmm.. owkeii.. til d nxt entry..

i look upon the moon and stars at 4:15 AM
0 stars were shining bright even without the moon